3 days before i'm off for kkn, whoaa....... wondering how it's like over there,...... man, i hope i can survive hehehhehe......so this morning ,uni isn't as crowded as before, i bet most students are going home as the exams are finished last week.... or they might have vacation somewhere,, wat a nice imagination hhahahaa........i spent the last two days in my room, and that wasnt boring, regarding i'd leave it in few days heehehee..... last nite was unexpectedly raining and it sux, coz i was drenched and got sick at home .... it supposed to be dry season by these months!!!!!!

here goes.....

Yesterday I and khena went to the Festival Kesenian Yogyakarta (FKY) or Yogyakarta Art Festival, well I saw nothing much though hheehehhee I tend to call it as the resemblance of little Malioboro where they sell stuffs from details artcraft to the fine ones like painting…… well, the paintings surely differs it from malioboro!! But the rest was not more than malioboro ,,,,,, the price of the stuffs even higher than those in malioboro……but afterall I bought two stuffs there hhehehehe, they are thong/ sandal(actually i was confused about which one i should take coz both are cute!!!!) and a cheap compact wallet hehehhee I did ask some of the sellers there wat they think about this year’s FKY regarding few things from visitor’s rate to the participation of artists and they said

It is not as crowded as the previous years---they skipped the 2006’s FKY due to last year’s massive earthquake disaster around Jogja-- . the visitors aren’t as many as the previous year’s. well I bet it is coz it’s sooo obvious!! I can see only the committees who enjoy free live music there hahhahaa…….. I didn’t see many visitors’ euphoria……. That’s not all, some booths were also closed while the festival is still on!!!!!!!! I mean They didn’t sell their stuffs that day…

But overall, me and khena were quite enjoying our window shopping yesterday, seems that im quite lucky to hit it that day, coz the sellers said “one way to attract more visitors is to sell the stuffs cheaper than the day before’ hahhaaha so then I got this thong for only 25.000 rupiahs and a 3000 wallet hehhehhe

Afterwards, we hit malioboro to see if there’s any sling bag ----that really caught my EYES and got me drooled in FKY--- offered in cheaper price.. and SURPRISE!!!! We found it!!!!!!!!exactly the same!!!! they sell 30.000 in FKY and I just have to pay 25.000 in malioboro hehehehe, not bad……..

But u know wat, the setting is quite kool in FKY, they set this huge posters with attractive paintings, but I found only few installations there, nevertheless we did some photographs with em hehheehhe……

I always am interested with the place where they hold this event, it’s in Benteng Vredeburg( some old Dutch heritage fort)… it’s got its own sense of history whenever I get in there, although at nite the sense is more of spooky ones hehehhehheh but the design of the building is artful. It used to be a Dutch fort plus prison for indo rebel at that time.

whhoooooaaaaaaa finally the exam's weeks are over, and it's gottabe my last one. by next month i'll have a field study and work or watever it's called then afterwards is another battlefield for me......final paper!!! yea , the main prerequisite to get graduate..... man... i gotta start it from now, but actually im still kinda lost about wat to write hhehhehehhe... watever, i'd just spent the last week of this month just to have fun yea.... and i quite got it tonite, my mood is already enlightened, and ive got few movies to watch while sloth my self out---i made this word up myself---- hahahaa pfiuh.......

me and the girls of the boardhouse hehhehehe

laila and me are posed promoting some beverages but we didnt get paid for it hahahahahha just because we wanted to and it's stupid hhaahhahah nah, kidding we just didnt know wat to hold as we took these pics heehhehe

hahhahahahaha, i just laughed at my self for being such emo, whoaaaa
life is too good to feel bad but wat if yer good life is distracted by some jerks who inadvertently make it feels sooooo badddddd? i say move on and laugh at it hahahhahahha

sorrow

the weather today and the late few days are damn cloudy.... it's dark,,,,, i hate it...... maybe it affects my mood at hand, yea... i feel neglected by the one i love,but because of that feeling too.... i decided to take it all.... i think i gotta have more passion in me........

i got one day off before continuing my exam by tomorrow whoa, it's the last week of final exam.....which really gottabe my final one hehhehehe....... i'm quite relieve that ive passed the subject which i'm not into very much... the one with a killer teacher hahhahha..... it was last thursday ,,,, pfiuhhhhhh.... i dont care wat score im gonna get !!!!!!
by the way,few minutes ago i just got a message from my very very old friend.... that junior hiskool mate of mine hahahahhaa........ she noticed me finally.... man, i really wanna see her now as i get the chance to hit bandung again heehhe.......but im stuck here with craps..vacation seems so far to reach.....really look forward to it neways
wat? so is it me who feels sick of works or am i just being lazy? hhahaa watever it is vacation is like a dream for me now........ i got plans to do until the the end of the year so i could afford my graduation on time----GOD,if u're really there, bless me on that!!!!!!_____ well, i did a little analysis of my latest works...... and ive got a conclusion that if we do it simultaneously without a long skip, we'll get ourselves encouraged to finish it soon...... i mean,,, there's this kinda force inside ourselves to act on it, hhhmmmm perhaps the effect is different on everbody,
ok then i think im just starve my self here, gotta run to eat!!!!!!!!!!!

today i almost break my hand, as i keep writing for two exams..... bad, i bet this is the consequence of using computer more often than to do the hand write.... it's been months since i did hand write for last exam hehehehhe......ever since, i dealt with my keyboard everytime i'd like to write, or at least i did only scrap notes instead of academical writing..... whoaaaaaa.....since i was in primary skool, my hand writing was a total crap........ only few people could read it hehhehhehehh..... but when it comes to exam, i always tried my best in writing, but it only holds for first pages, afterall, it remains crap hehhhehe...... this condition continued until now.. maybee i was too focus in answering the questions rather than to concentrate and do a good hand writing,,,,, blah...... who cares though, as long as the answer is right i dont think that matters much hehhehheheh...... but i also got this warning from my teacher many many times,,,, they used to write their opinion bout my handwriting and ask me to do better next time,,,, but still it doesnt change anything hehhehe... but once i got badluck, i never know that this teacher cares so much about this kinda shit , i just felt that i never done something wrong and always hand her the assignments in due, but at the end i got C for the results of my hardwork in one semester!!!!!!! damn.... i figured out from my seniors that she hates my kinda handwriting, ....wat a pro!!!! now i feel grateful coz most of my assignments should be done in compie writing, that's good, i bet my teachers got their eyes fatigue by my handwriting heheehhe

gecko killer!!

so yeh, i didnt do it on purpose, yesterday i killed two poor geckos in a day, the first one was about 11 am. i saw this gecko on a bathroom floor with the body got upside down, actually i wonder how come... then i took a broom and tried to turn the body back, it didnt work!!!!!! so i just leave him there alone , few minutes later i come to check if it's alive, but it didnt move, so i reckon he's dead!! then i went bak to my room, but i couldnt stand to see him again just to make sure if it's really dead......and yes indeed it's dead!!!!!i'm sad though but wat comes next is contrary to wat i feel, i swept it outta the bathroom and go to a hot spot where we use to hang the laundry to dry....then i just left it there....... and i went outta the house to feed my self and everything, and when i came bak, the dead body was already surrounded by starving ants!!!!!!!!!1 eeeeeeewwwwhhh poor him.... and cruel me........
the second story happened at the nite, well mid nite exactly, i was kinda sleepy as i forced my self to get up to have a pee, as got into the bathroom i slam the door harshly and loudly, but i heard some little sound on downward, i saw this tiny creature stucked between the door and the wood , dammit man, another gecko!!!!so itried to open the door smoothly but it didnt work, his body hampers the door to open, then i pulled it hard to get the door opened, finally it workd, pfiuh, the gecko was unrecognizable anymore, his neck are cut and i can see a bit slimy fluid over his body, wat a lame...... i skipped using that bathroom afterwards and moved into the next bathroom. and this morning i heard one of the girls screaming out loud and it woke me up suddenly!!!!!! damn. she freaked out of the dead gecko,.......god, forgive me please................

apparently this whole week is kinda wasted.... yeh, i had lots of fun and just neglect other undone assignment, God!!! so tonite is gottabe another start......think im just procrastinating by running away from my routinity for awhile, damn, im not sorry though hehehe.....now im bak to be a last minute girl anyway. ok so i heard that israel had offered to give Golan Heights bak to Syria, hhhmmmmm sounds dodgy... as we know that all this time Golan is used by Israel to be its military base so israel could do the surveillance around middle east region, and as compensation, syria must cut off its relationship with Iran and contribution to any radical movement in mid east esp. those who fight israel,,, hhmmm such a prisoner's dilemma yea....syria is known as one of weapon suppliers for Hezbollah in last year war fighting Israel in Lebanon, and i once read in a US mag, that Assad--Syria's head of state--would never compromise with Israel's occupation of Palestine region.... hhmm i really wonder wat he'd decide about the latest Israel's offer.....sometimes we are faced with 'hard to refuse' choice and we're kinda floating whether to keep commit or just decommit our present stance. well, israel's interest is quite clear here, it feels threatened with iran's nuclear program which US also alarmed about. or else, israel is trying to wreck the present "alliance pattern" in mid east, whereas Syria is going along well with iran recently, not a bad strategy though, but is israel serious about the offer, apparently not really coz inside its parliamentary house had come up factionalism between those who agreed the repatriation of golan height and those who say no. it seems like olmert find no other way out to get his credibility back and face saved regarding israel's lost in last year lebanon war. he's been asked to resign by parliament and big part of israel's people anyways. and i bet, israelis would be so angry to lose some of its occupied region, poor olmert. also, i think syria won't just accept the offer and sacrifice its good relations with iran or quit contribute to any movements, besides, syria did it illegally and tacitly smuggled weapons to the movement, in the other hand, syria has always been denied its involvement in lebanon war of the israel's allegation that syria had contribute weapons to Hezbollah...... yea both sides are not innocent and syria's just following the path, making israel pay bak for wat it's done either in a clean or dirty way

dig it

how does it feel to meet a very very old friend? like finding a treasure!!! happened to me last week, i accidentally met my junior hiskool mate, and she was surprised to see me, well, i did too, and by that time i asked her about one of my bestfriends whom i never catchup since i graduated hiskool.......... i miss em!!!!! and i miss her as well..... and just today, i found her at friendster, and she changed a bit, mann i wish i could see her again hehehheheh.....by the way,this morning ive finished a paper which due is about one week to go eheheeheehe.... well, u may call me last minute girl but i rule this time haahhahaa........ i still got one paper to do neways..... it's gottabe my last semester before i'll strive to get graduated by writing a bunch of final paper whoaaaaaaaaaa.......hopefully i'd get there alive hehhehhee..... so now im sitting in a quite new cafe in town, and the menus taste CRAP, blah.......but the internet connection is not bad though hehhehe.... just like wat xeron said, anything could happen in a first trial hehehe....... apparently i did "hehehehe" a lot here , it supposed to mean that im happy, well am i? hhhhmmmm pretty much

there's nothing cooler than to sit and relax in the middle row right in the middle seat with no one on the right nor left sides inside the movie, wat a nice point of view that was!!!!........ i had it yesterday and i also didnt have to stand to cram in line to get a ticket....whoaaahahahhaahaa dat was a trick!!!! i came at the first play of the day, 11 AM hehheheh..... skipped my last class of the semester........ i was really alone, maybe to some others that'd be sux to hang around all by oneself, yea i know that is but not me!!!!!!!! yea, i kinda get used to it though but i found it kool, i was like a queen inside hahhahhaaa.... no child whining around, no giggles from upper rows hehehee...... [perfect!!!!!!!! i could just feel free to put my bag with tons of smuggled beverages in it on the next seat hehehee...... yea, it's true!!!!!!! it is forbidden to bring foods or drinks from outside the cinema, silly!!!!!!! actually it was my first to deal with this kinda rules, well, in a few other cinemas ive found no such silly rules anyways.... so yea.... it was 3rd"pirates of the carribean 's movie,,,,,, kool movie, im crazy about johny depp!!!!!!! his act is brilliant, i watched another movies of his as well, one of my fav. is "secret window" whereas he acted as a schizophrenic,,,, wow....heehhee