no longer stucked!!!!!

thank god these crappy dayoffs will be over in 14 hours from now!!!!! really miss the rushy times to get the assignment done rather than acting sloth during day off hehehehehehe..... dont know why but my spirit of working would get thrusted in a busy kinda athmosphere.... wherever im in this busy surrounding then i 'd force my self to do things which make me busy as well......weird though hahahahaa....now im occupied with a paper about this extremist pioneer Mr. Sayyid Quthb, he's a former leader of Ikhwanul Muslimin, an islamist movement from Egypt, it's kinda hard to find his either biography or picture on the internet, but his thoughts were believed has influenced osama bin laden to take his action ,,, whoa..... im kinda lost of how to proceed my paper, damn... i wish i could understood arabic..hahhahhaha wat has it to do with it? well, unfortunately the sources that ive got use kinda mixed language between english, indonesian and arabic hahahhaha luckily my boyfriend understands some of em, but still...btw since i joined this class of mideastern political movement, i get interested to know more about my religion... i admit it at first this religion is kinda offspring from one of my parents, and i just follow it...... but in fact there are heaps of probs inside the follower of islam esp. those live in arab land.. evidently, some of the political movement over there have been trying to subvert present gov't which got influenced by western country such as USA. they wanna get the gov't back to the shari'ah law. and for many many years of 20th century, some islamic thinker arised and tried to advice solutions for the problems. some of them are reformist regarding they've taken education in western countries as well, so their thoughts are kinda balanced islamic tenet and the present world situation, and some of the rest are tend to radically thoughts although once they also got some education in the west. one of them is Sayyid Quthb. he was hung to death in Nasser era in 1966. one of his controversial thoughts is about modern jahiliyyah(pre-islamic ignorance). he concluded todays muslim s are belonged to jahiliyyah people as they live modern kinda life. he also summarize that this sort of muslims dont know really well about their essence of religion, whoaaa am i belong to one of them.... maybe if he's alive now and i get to meet him, he'd point his finger on my face and say " u are jahiliyyah bitch" hahahahhahha...........damn , that would be soooo mean of him!!!!!!!!watever,, i just take the brightside of it,,, a curiousity has finally emerged on me, whoahahahah, curiosity to learn about al-qur'an, to prove if these thinker is right or wrong from my point of view.... aight now time to go back to studyyyyyy........*sick*