i'm illegal

started in 2004, as i lost my wallet with some cards in it. among those cards including the crucial one, my residential card which stated that i truly am indonesian and live in indonesia. at first i wasnt realize how important that card to me for the next few years, but today as i tried to apply for a new bank account, i was rejected. damn. that's because i dont have a resident card, although ive asked them if i can use my driving licese-- well, that's an id too hehheheh--- but it's not allowed.. whoaaaaaa... ive been looking forward to this , to have a new bank account so i'd be able to save my money in the right place..
god i really hate bureaucracy here,,, to make a renewed id card it'd take complicated ways and not in short time.. first i gotta go back to my home city, and that sux.. coz, i would just deal with guys in charge to sign some form needed as application.. and i'd also deal with some uncertainties if the guys will be there.according to my experience, some government officers are lack of discipline in attendance, sometimes they dont even come to the office,,, in the old days, to get the id proccessing runs quicker than it used to b, people are willing to pay some extra money, yeah some kinda bribery.....i'm not sure if it's still possible these days...i probably will do it if i can hehehehe... dont wanna waste my time anyways

did it..

finally, i get to pass the so called seminar ***siiiiggggghhhhhh*** i think it was sssooo more into a discussion than a seminar... the teachers were late, as usual but i really appreciate their attendance though hehehhehhe.... the senior one was superseded by other teacher who i was quite intended at first hahhahahaa.... coz the senior whom not other than the dean of the faculty is super duper busy yea watever...... in that discussion room i found no tension at all, i was loosen up hehhe.... so far different than wat ive imagined before!!! i did rehearsal again today myself but it turned out that everything's ok!!!!!!!!! i talked frequently hehhehe now i believe that practice makes perfect...... they gave me good opinion and supportive suggestion to write my paper..... now i gotta really focus on it, that paper,,, i betcha make my own due yea.... hhhmmmmmm 2 months seems ok i guess.. whoaaaa run for it babe!!!!!!!!!....... im so tired just now.....need some sleeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppp....ccccccciiaaaaooooo

wat's news?

1. i've got a tv now in my room hehhehe : got it from a graduate friend who's about to go back home soon to other island of the country.he sold it for only 200.000 rupiahs!!!!!! super cheap!!!!! and the tv works well... my room laid on the corner of the row and ive got more ventilation than the previous room----oh ya, the room is kinda new as well which none other than the vacant room nextdoor hehheheh... ----and for that, the antenna receiver could receive the wave from my favorite channels which my board house's or other tvs in other girls' rooms couldnt!!!!! called Metro tv, whoaaa lucky me!!!!!! mine is the only one!!!!so i can see oprah show in it yeaaahh actually my intention was to make noise instead of to fulfill a tv addiction, i rarely watch tv anyways, it's just i need some noise in my room and a bit of entertainment, the audio visual one!!!!!! im getting bored of the laptop and sound system haahhaha... in fact those two were already noisy enough but i'm just craved for moooooooorrrrrreeeeeee whoaa
2. tomorrow is gonnabe the battle day for my intelligence: i will face three tester teachers at a time in order to do presentation about wat i'd write!!!!! and it is a must... couldnt postpone it if i want to get graduated ASAP!!!!!! god, im nervous!! ive done something which i wish could overcome it, today i met my friends and doing rehearsal with them!!!!!!! hahhaah as if they were my teachers! theyve graduated thios month so i expected they would give me some suggestion or just asking question that surely would help!!!!!! i really thank them for that hehehheh 3. i skipped fasting!!!!! been three days hehhehe, not proud for the first, coz i did it deliberately!!!!! but for the rest two, they are accident, u know period!!!!! hahhahhaah.. and it supposed to last for the next 6 days maybeeee hehheh.... but it sucks.. meaning that i have to pay for more after this fasting month's finished whoaaaaa consequence!!!!!!