Hand In My Pocket

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah

I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah

I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly, baby

I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty, baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
But I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends, yeah
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

skipping exercise

the commitment is broken!!!!!!! ive officially skipped working out for 5 days in a row whoaaaaa c'mon will power show up:-s so today i just revised my paper proposal and tomorrow is gonnabe it.... i'll notice whether i could go to the next step or make everything over again.. sssshhhh ....some friends are going to bali tomorrow nite , man i bet it must be lots of fun over there..... *looking forward to my own vacation*----which really long way to go and time to reach hehhee, gotta finish my priority but it feels harder without a strong will power...god, i miss my boyfriend.....--da!!!
(((((at the moment))))))) just finished downloading WINAMP coz the old one was a total wreck...just like my recent mind condition..

fasssssssssstttttttttttttttttt

second day of holy fasting month hehehe feels good, though still a bit sleepy hehehhehe...... was trying to get up early at the dawn 3 am.... my alarm this time worked really well coz i used to wreck the old ones hehhehe sometimes i think ive set the time right but apparently it wasnt, i had no clue wat's wrong with the old days' alarms, maybe they set their own time or didnt take any command from a sloth owner like me whoahahahhaaaaaa.......good side about this month is that i dont have to wait to use some cardio tools at the gym heehhe..... sometimes they use it selfishly get themselves unnoticed about others' existence who also pay to work out hahahhaaaa...... yea i keep going to the gym, at least at the first day of the month heehe..... dont know wat happens today and for next, hope i still got some energy to sweat myself out

a real strive begins

yeh, my final paper's proposal has been approved by the department and now i must proceed it up to the end of the story whoahahhahaa... sounds convincing yea hahhaha.... well, i deemed this little achievement as a breakthrough regarding my last proposal was rejected hehehehe....... now the teacher has set a deadline for me to finish the first chapter and it's only one week!!!!!! hmmmm today's supposed to be it but apparently i havent done yet hehehe..... it still needs a bit finishing touch,, god, i hope i can pass this one so i can just continue to do the latter task hehehe...... sooner is better i guess.. aight maybe i got a lil bit intimidated by a friend who has passed all of the final paper shit by this monday--two days ago!!!!!! meaning that she's graduated...... whoaaaaa she won the earliest graduate of my year, mann i reckon it awesome!!!!! she deserves it anyway, i believe she worked hard for it and that's just wat i need to at the moment *luck rani luck* Gott sei Dank!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im backkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!

Yay, kkn’s over!!!!!! I was officially back to Jogja at August 31^st,,, I was craving to write ever since but turned out I was too sluggish even to get outta my room hehheheh I spent these past two days watching movies hehehe…….overall, kkn was quite fun but as we’re bak here, I began to receive dodgy smses from that village people, god dammit!!!!! Here comes the real human nature, perv!!!!!!! I thought they were shy and humble youth!Some of its youngsters keep making prank calls,and shitty sms!! I really don’t like the situation, I don’t get it wat their intention is, annoying I guess! Who the hell gave my number to them anyways L enough with it though, I wont change my number this time,nor answer such anonymous calls.. by the way.. I went to Uni today and I found nobody in it hehheheh,,, I mean somebody I know.. only few people familiar..but the rest are just freshmen, so I plan to make up my life after KKN which is to start writing final paper.. I realize that now im already in senior year and just don't wanna waste my time in it.. I could be left behind if I do so.. now I can feel the previous seniors’ feelings in waiting the teacher to come to at least listen to their idea, and if lucky would sign the abstract of each chapter they had written whoaaaaaaaaaa…… I really feel it just today.. I went early from home, at 9—well, I guess it wasn’t earlier, coz I know teachers don’t come earlier than that unless they got a class to teach--- but guess wat ive got none in the teacher’s room!!!! Damn.. luckily I met a friend and we chitchatted a little while until a teacher I didn’t even expect come right up( 20 minutes later), then I hit the uni library and got more obnoxious by the fact that the internet connection was taking forever and ever!!!!!!! Afterwards I decided to go back to find the targeted teacher, and told by a friend that he was just in few minutes ago before he went out later whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sniff sniff.. It’s the first time I wanted to meet him so much to hand him my paper plan, God!! I gotta keep passionate and calm.. now im in the middle of waiting for him until 12 -1 pm which gonnabe his next class, wish to meet him today before the sluggish part of me emerge back haahhahah…….