oh well, i found one oddity in the last book. on some first pages, it said that becky decided to go back earlier from their honeymoon, then luke persuades becky to go to the next destination which is to malaysia and ended in indonesia. but becky kept up her decision to go back earlier, so be it.. they finally got back two months earlier than the previous plan, one year. for the next pages, as the couple has come back to london, there were these lorries with some souvenirs from indonesia, including gamelan and batik ---man, gamelan is kinda much--da!!!!! i thought they skipped indonesia, so where exactly did they get gamelan? hahhahahahha....who cares though

Finished!!done it! Ends just like i thought how it'd be like. Kinsela ended it with mistery,whether becky's pregnant or not,i knew she is coz ive read the synopsis of the next shopaholic book hehe. . Turns out that 'can you keep a secret' is not part of shopaholic series books rather it's another story but still funny anyways-vania told me- whoa,cant wait to read another story of becky's hehe . Btw im at nina's at the moment before bak to my boardhouse,still with vania and other old friendsD

few pages left.......man, it all went like a movie just now

im at vania's house and still reading becky bloomwood, i didnt stop since this afternoon, i got to hate her awhile coz she's soooo materialistic, and she has got the consequence of it whoaaaa i am carried on......now i get to the part where she regrets all the mess and try to conciliate with every one she had hurt about..... we'll see then.......xoxoxoxox

wat im reading now.........

---------aight, actually reading is wat im doing in my unemployed,unproductive time like this------it's a funny hilarious story of becky bloomwood!!!!!! sophie made my emotions fluctuates!! one time i feel so annoyed by becky's thoughts and the other time she made me laugh out loud!!!!!!!!!!it's a must read!!!!!!! i also have read the previous series: 'confessions of a shopaholic, shopaholic takes manhattan, shopaholic tied the knot' heeheheheh......... i believe all girls must have felt and thought the way becky has.... it's like a reflection to the girls hehhehe me particularly...... look forward to read the next book hehhehe xoxoxooxo
ps: thanx for vania

officially graduated!!!!!!!

jobless bitch

yeh that's wat ive been calling my self recently with... heheehhee..... aight so last weekend, i went to semarang, my hometown, with initial intention to join recruitment test held by hsbc, as i got there, maaaaaannnnnnnn i was like along with other millions of unemployed people in semarang, sharing oxygen to breath-----nah, actually around 800!!! hehheheh but still!!!!!--------the system was crap, as in "walk in interview" kinda recruitment, we were like 20 animals who would fight to catch one food. long queue,uncertain time of result announcement. as i found out later that there would be a psychology test to select who'd be deserved to get an interview, i was like"gee, not again". to flash back wat happened in one week previously, im having this kinda psychology test phobia. i was too afraid to fail, and i did!!!!! i failed that test. it got me frustrated later on, i was questioning my self wat am i gonna do with no jobs? i feel like a loser...... psycho test sounds like a dead end for me...ever since....
and tomorrow morning is going to be my graduation day. yeh the boring sound ceremony but i forced my self to do it sincerely coz however i gotta appreciate my self for wat ive achieved in 3,5 year at uni. but hey, while the other girls have had reserved some salons to do them make over, i did'nt!!!!! yeh.... i just dont feel like it, and i think it's a waste of money.. i also dont have some tailor do my kebaya, i just bought it in local market hahhahahhah it's damn waaaaaayyyyyy cheaper!!!!!! will only wear it once though.........instead i bought my self some eye shadows and eye liners heehehehe i'll do my self a make up, not a heavy one off course. and for hair do, ive bought a cute piece of hairnet hehhehehe i believe those will do!!!!!!!!!!man,i wish i have a job already by now,, but like all my friends said" move on, ran.... tons of opportunities waiting out there..... hehehe" really look forward to one of em neways

ps; i got my self choked by a chewing gum before swallow it eventually, in the middle of my daydreaming in a bus back to jogja yesterday......wat an idiot

fooled by the weather

just bak from malioboro, got drenched on the way home--not that too drenched anyways-- before i decided to stop by nearest parking lot as the rain seems to get harder! 10 seconds later, after ive got myself covered by raincoat,and ride safely, the rain stops. total dry!! dammit!!

WATCH OUT OF PERVERT!!!!!

one day before i went to jakarta, i hit an internet cafe around my boardhouse. i was too focused with my monitor as i chatted with Xeron until suddenly and unexpectedly a guy popped out in front of my face. dammit i was shocked!! i said,"what the hell are u doing here?" he said, "hey, ive just walking around in front of u but u didnt pay any attention coz u were concentrating on the computer", i said, "so wat" he replied" hey, i like ur hair, it's cute"----ok, i washed my hair that nite before getting online, as a result, it turned curly, my natural hair is curly, real curly---he asked me if it's real, and i said "off course", then he answered"wat's ur name?" aha!!!! it's a motive!!!!! i said" i dont know, secret" and he keeps pushing to tell my name but i keep saying no. then he walked out....but few minutes later, he popped out back and asked me where i live and whether i'd still be there for the next hour, i just keep ignoring him. finally, he made a guess about where i live until he said the right guess!!!!! shit!!!! what the hell did he want? he's a pervert.. well, tacitly, i kept chatting with Xeron, and she asked me to get out and run and suggesting that i should bring a PEPPER SPRAY OR A KNIFE!!!!hhhmmmmm i think i agree with her, but i dont know where to buy pepper spray unless she'd send me that out...so i think a knife would be more affordable for me!!!!!! hehheheh...

blackout

Just got bak from jakarta to do a psychology test for Astra Credit Companies, where I hit my first job application as a fresh graduate, and I failed!!!! Damn..but hey u know wat, if I may choose, I wouldn’t choose to work in Jakarta coz it’s damn dirty and crowded as messy. But come what may, all the big companies are located there…….hhhmm wat’s gone just gone then hehhehhehe…. Feels really good to be back to beloved jogja… so hey it’s been ages since I post this blog last time yeh ehehhehe yea many has happened…..a). it’s been a new year 2008

b)im done with that final paper and got a nice mark( A!! yiiipeee)

c) look forward to a boring graduation ceremony at uni (maannnn I hate ceremonial event!!!!!), im gonna make sure I wont look like a clown—with heavy makeups as the previous graduates did!! Naah, I prefer not using any…..i look good naturally hehhehhee

d) have been doing fun for a month

e) just realized that I gotta make job for living,, time to be independent…..feel sorry for my parents

so the psycho test was sick, or I was.. even the girl sat next to me who has a master degree from England didn’t get it through either…..but one of my uni graduates made it. on the first day I arrived in Jakarta, I took a taxi to get into the company just to know where it is located, as I got there and find wat I seek, i then hired an Ojek( people who offer a ride with their motorbike to earn their living) and try to find some hotel nearby, but I found nothing!!!!!! All I found was some board houses, so I just paid one as for 500 thousand rupiahs a month.. damn…..it’s got hell of mosquitos afterall…….

And I couldn’t even sleep since I got there, while I spent the rest of the day just to stay in my room and try to black out. I did read, making calls, didn’t work all of it!!!!! so I took this sleeping pill called “ Lelap”. That was my first trial taking such pill, still didn’t work…. As time keeps running, I could feel my head dizzy and heavy but not tending to fall off. Later on I decided to take another three pills!!!!!!and few seconds later I felt soooo heavy at the top of my body and fell a sleep eventually……..whoaaaaaa that was an extreme way to get a sleep!!!!! But I promised my self to not doing it again… I think I was lucky to get a nice sleep….. well, I didn’t realize that my action could get me into an overdosed effect and I wouldn’t know wat would be happened to me by that hahhAHHAHAHH screw me!!!!!!!!!! Oh well, back to the psychopath test----hehehehheh :p----- man, I really hate that test, next time I’d have to get into that again, I’d buy a guide book first, and learn it deadly-------the result was announced 2 hours afterwards. as I found my failure, I’ll just walk out of the door gracefully, with my head up hheehheh I didn’t even care about it anyway….i believe there are many more opportunities for me out there and here I am looking for most suitable one :-)